Dissatisfaction

i hooked up with another girl again, for someone reason this isnt as satisfying as it should be, i keep coming up with lame reasons why i was able to hook up with each girl. i keep saying in my head “this was a fluke” you could never do it again, but then i do, and i say the same shit in my head again. Maybe i actually have ‘game’ as they call it.

Once im actually happy with my “game” is when i can talk to any girl without any of that fucked up nagging fear, thats all

I hope everyone knows im not about using girls, its win win for us

next post will definitely have to do with confronting my useless fucking fears